Post by semyezza on Jul 29, 2008 2:05:51 GMT -5
Semyezza Ivillis Malfoy - Lestrange - Riddle
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"beauty comes from the heart,"[/size]
"but what if one has no heart?"
•• i just watched her make the same mistakes again[/i][/color] ••[/center][/size]
name , Semyezza Ivillis Selwyn[/b][/i]
nicknames , sym, riddle, ivi
gender , female
age , seventeen
date of birth , 13 August
canon or original , canon
sexuality , straight
house , slytherin•• what's wrong, what's wrong now? ••
hair colour , brown
eye colour , brown
build , light
height , 160 cm
weight , 80 kg
paragraph , To call her scary is sort of mean, so we won’t. All in all, she decides for herself if she should put herself up as hostile or docile. When speaking to someone that has something she needs, Semyezza is extremely docile, but when facing anyone she doesn’t particularly like, she just turns into a demon, ready to rip out their throat.
Unfortunately, however, Semyezza is a very aggressive person and she needs to be able to let it out twenty-four hours a day. When she can’t, she’ll attack the first thing in sight, and if this is her arm, so be it. It isn’t uncommon to walk into a room and find her scratching and biting at the floor, walls and even her own limbs. When she can’t unleash her aggression every now and then, she turns wild, incapable of speech and just downright animalistic.
Though not only her aggression turns her destructive. Because even though Semyezza is very in touch with the violence that is a part of her, she cannot handle emotions very well. Frustration, aggravation and depressiveness will be triggered upon rejection or when she is unable to do something about a certain situation she is in. Although this will not 'cause the inane insanity that happens when her violent side takes over for the time being, tearing objects to pieces - like pillows and tearing the pages out of a book - helps her cope with these feelings.
She’s a hard nut to crack, though not one hundred percent in her head, she radiates composure and sanity. Her eyes are a bright green and hard as rock, she is known to make people avoid them because it’s hard to find emotion in them. Probably the last time Semyezza cried was... A very long time ago. However, her eyes cannot stop her reaction to anger, and it will be clear when she is, for violence is what she thrives on, be it verbally or not so much. Her eyes can shoot daggers and it is rumoured that they can petrify anyone who is as unfortunate as to look into them.
She is a very down-to-earth person, and practically hates anything that moves. If they ever talk about ‘the wrath of a woman scorned’, it is Semyezza’s wrath they’re talking about in particular. Her hatred for the world she lives in made her enjoy the art of torture, something not many people find tasteful in a girl. Her blank expressions can be sometimes conceived like as a no-brainer, but inside her head sits not a bucket load of shit unlike with some Slytherins, but a brain capable of anything. Anything but, alas, math.
Semyezza is not someone who gets pissed off over petty things. She has a tight rein on her emotions, yet her detachment makes it capable for her to feel as good as nothing. Everything someone says to her in means to hurt her, slides off her like oil off plastic. Her smirks are truly a face one remembers. After all, it’s the only thing they see. She likes the hurt of others, enjoys causing them, physically or mentally.
And there, we’ve arrived to delve deep inside Semyezza’s knowledge of the human mind. As she is a very analyzing kind of person, she knows how to approach something by means of violence. She prefers the ‘can’t be arsed’ approach above its physical counterpart of brawling, which is for the pathetic people in Britain. She enjoys annoying people, and takes on a childish behaviour to drive people into utter frustration, which will eventually lead into that person hurting others and their feelings and that’s when Semyezza’s job is done. This sixteen-year-olds mind is so very twisted that she can counter someone’s insults with something that seems, at first, to be entirely random, but upon closer expectation, has a brilliant edge to it.
Semyezza enjoys showing off her knowledge in the English language. In four sentences she can have insulted you almost six times without you even knowing until she has to lay it down to you in parts – her ability of making someone feel very, very stupid. But of course, someone has to be open to being made fun of. It is possible to talk back to her in her own style as it isn’t entirely hard to learn her ways, and it annoys her greatly.
All in all, she seems to be and actually is a very detached person, who is willing to judge all and everything because of this. Her mind seems to be in another world twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, yet her eyes radiate with someone who knows all and knows that they know. She finds herself to be the most brilliant piece of art to exist and is in no way afraid to let people know.
Hardly does she giggle, or flip her chestnut hair over her shoulder. Ever the honest, ever the arrogant and always the epitome of a brilliant mind that has gone down a way too dark alley.
played by , darla baker
•• too many, too many problems ••
[/b][/i]home town , london
mother , bellatrix lestrange
father , tom 'voldemort' riddle
brothers , none
sisters , none
other , Narcissa Malfoy [adopted mother // aunt] , Lucius Malfoy [adopted father // aunt] , Draco Malfoy [adopted brother // cousin] , Astoria Malfoy [adopted sister-in-law] , Scorpius Malfoy [adopted nephew // cousin] , Amity Malfoy [adopted neice // cousin] , Destiny Malfoy [adopted niece // cousin].
•• don't know where she belongs ••
[/b][/i][/center]history , Everyone knows the story of Lord Voldemort and his death eaters. Voldemort was a dark wizard that was power hungry, and he actually succeeded in over throwing the ministry. Tom Riddle nearly won in Harry Potter’s seventh year, when Harry went into hiding, but unfortunately in the end there was a battle and Harry won. Everyone thought Voldemort was gone forever, and the trio went on to live their normal, happy lives. The wizarding world thought they were out of harms way, and it was safe again. They all thought dark magic would never come back, but clearly they knew nothing!
In the middle of Harry Potter’s sixth year Lord Voldemort was already working on his plan for power gain. He wasn’t sure what would happen, and knew he had to have a back-up plan if worst came to worst. He knew that if worst came to worst Harry Potter would win, and he would never let that happen. Riddle had to choose a woman to produce his heir, but who? He couldn’t trust many of the women, but then their was Bellatrix Lestrange. Bellatrix was his most loyal death eater, and he knew she would do anything for him and keep her mouth shut. Bellatrix, having always ‘wanted’ Tom, agreed to it, and not long after the seed was planted.
As the nine months flew by Bellatrix was given strict instructions to stay with the Malfoys, hidden. Of course she followed Voldemort, thinking he only wanted the best for her and their unborn child, when he was actually just trying to cover it all up. On September 8th baby Semyezza Iris Lestrange – Riddle was born. Voldemort was terribly disappointed, but knew he did not have much more time to try and produce another heir, so he left it as it was.
That night when he went off to fight and kill Harry Voldemort never expected that he would be the one to loose his own life. That eventful evening took both of Sem’s parents away from her. Bellatrix and Voldemort had always been prepared for the worst, and had left a note if anything were to happen to either of them. Semyezza Black – Riddle was taken in by Bellatrix’s sister, Narcissa Malfoy, and became Semyezza Malfoy – Black – Riddle. Narcissa and Lucius happily took in Semy, as they thought it was the highest honor.
People used to think it was strange that a middle-aged couple had yet another child, but Narcissa just explained it was a complete accident and they had not been expecting it. So, Semyezza was regarded as just another Malfoy, which was far from the truth. No one ever even thought that the sweet little girl holding Narcissa’s hand and walking down the street could actually be the Dark Lord’s daughter. No one but the malfoy’s knew about the secret while she was a child, because they didn’t want to expose her to early. Semyezza had a normal child hood, growing up with everything she wanted and lots of other children. She pretty much grew up with Scorpiuos, who is still her partner in crime.
It was no surprise when she did get her letter, but the Malfoy’s were rather nervous at letting Semyezza go. Semy possessed some traits of her mother and father, and they were afraid someone might figure out that she was a Riddle and Black. However, they needn’t wprry because everyone believed she was just another Malfoy. No one ever knew that from the week she got there Semyezza was planning and practicing dark magic in spare class rooms away from others eyes. Only Scorpious was aware of what she was doing, as she dared not tell anyone else.
Semyezza lost her virginity in her third year. She had worked out that the boy had a good reputation, and could get her better known. Once they had done the dirty deed it spread right across the school, and surprisingly Semyezza became much more popular. She has done so many things, and is now in her last year. She’s looking for revenge and has an army up already. Will she rise up to be the new Dark Lord? Only time will tell…
personality , She suffers from ‘malignant narcissism’, and I quote;
Otto Kernberg described malignant narcissism as a syndrome characterized by a narcissistic personality disorder (NPD), antisocial features, paranoid traits, and ego-syntonic aggression. Some also may find an absence of conscience, a psychological need for power, and a sense of importance (grandiosity). Pollock wrote: "The malignant narcissist is presented as pathologically grandiose, lacking in conscience and behavioral regulation with characteristic demonstrations of joyful cruelty and sadism."
Kernberg wrote that malignant narcissism can be differentiated from psychopathy because of the malignant narcissists' capacity to internalize "both aggressive and idealized superego precursors, leading to the idealization of the aggressive, sadistic features of the pathological grandiose self of these patients."
According to Kernberg, the psychopaths' paranoid stance against external influences makes them unwilling to internalize even the values of the "aggressor", while malignant narcissists "have the capacity to admire powerful people, and can depend on sadistic and powerful but reliable parental images." Malignant narcissists, in contrast to psychopaths, are also said to be capable of developing "some identification with other powerful idealized figures as part of a cohesive 'gang' ... which permits at least some loyalty and good object relations to be internalized."
Malignant narcissism is highlighted as a key area when it comes to the study of mass, sexual, and serial murder.
Kernberg wrote that malignant narcissism can be differentiated from psychopathy because of the malignant narcissists' capacity to internalize "both aggressive and idealized superego precursors, leading to the idealization of the aggressive, sadistic features of the pathological grandiose self of these patients."
According to Kernberg, the psychopaths' paranoid stance against external influences makes them unwilling to internalize even the values of the "aggressor", while malignant narcissists "have the capacity to admire powerful people, and can depend on sadistic and powerful but reliable parental images." Malignant narcissists, in contrast to psychopaths, are also said to be capable of developing "some identification with other powerful idealized figures as part of a cohesive 'gang' ... which permits at least some loyalty and good object relations to be internalized."
Malignant narcissism is highlighted as a key area when it comes to the study of mass, sexual, and serial murder.
Depth and charisma make Semyezza a formidable presence. What you see is not what you get. Her many interests and insatiable thirst for knowledge results in an increasingly complex persona. Furthermore, with her penchant for secrecy, she’s not likely to let you see how much is there is to know about her. More than any other person, Semyezza knows how to present herself, when she wants, in the most favourable light. The downside of this is that she is likely to tire of and discard the lesser mortals. An even bigger danger is that she believes in revenge; so, don't cross her.
Quiet and unassuming, she prefers to work by herself and is more often in the spotlight for her real and lasting accomplishments than for outward attempts at garnering attention. Semyezza hates to fail. Essentially a loner, she commonly keeps her own counsel and relies on herself to get ahead in life, mistrusting others' thoughts and opinions on matters of the utmost importance. Facts, too, get in the way of decision making for Semyezza, who prefers to use her own deeply held feelings and intuition in negotiating life's crossroads. In matters of the heart, she can be deeply amorous, jealous in nature, and does not handle rejection well at all. And woe to those who betray her trust and affection!
Semyezza is witty and humorous, and can cut rivals down to size with just the right well-turned phrase from her forked tongue. She is used to getting her own way in things -- which is why she is capable of throwing a temper tantrum or two if balked on the odd occasion. She is free of the vice of false modesty, as you have it, flaunt it, and make no bones about it. She prefers her home space to be an inviolate nest of comfort, as place to recharge from the stresses of the day. Those who wrong her will meet with intense vengeance somewhere along the line, as she is never quick to forget a slight.
Subtle, secretive, elusive and enigmatic, there is an element of the mysterious that surrounds Semyezza. Perhaps this is due to her intuitive faculties, or perhaps it is a consequence of her strong inner spirituality which can manifest itself in an interest in religion, mysticism or the occult.
She’s extremely determined and strives for what she desires regardless of circumstances; she can be counted on to carry a project through to the end. She accomplishes her goals through careful plans and calculations. Her decisions are quick and firm, but they are formed by first impressions, on sympathies and feelings logically assembled in her mind -- rather than by simple facts alone. She’ll fight and plod for anything she believes in and allows nothing to stand in her way, at ease in all circumstances and possessing uncommon self-discipline and immense mental capacity.
The fatal flaw in her character is, in fact, a tendency to exaggerate -- in killing as with everything else. If she does somebody a favour, she becomes possessive toward them in an odd way, so that finally she is more a hindrance than a help. Her serpentine nature leads her to coil and cling to the point where she can suffocate the object of her attention. Think twice then, before you accept her offer of help; you could regret it! She can be ruthless when challenged. Since she’s the master of the human psyche, this makes her a formidable enemy.
In money matters, she has good luck -- she simply doesn't have to worry about it. She will always be able to get money when she needs it, and she feels this so strongly that it has never bothered her at all. Once she has got it, though, she's a little stingy; that's why she never lends.
By nature, she is a sceptical being, but unlike most, she tends to keep her suspicions to herself. She treasures her privacy and will have many a dark secret locked up within her. Elegant in speech, dress and manners, Semyezza does not like indulging in useless small talk or frivolities. She can be quite generous with money, but is known to be ruthless when she wants to attain an important objective. She has no qualms about eliminating anyone who stands in her way.
It is never safe to draw a line and predict that this is how far Semyezza will go. Her computer-like brain never stops plotting and she can be viciously unrelenting. In her relationships with others, she is possessive, and very demanding. And yet at the same time, she views her associates with a certain distrust. She will never forgive anyone who breaks a promise. She is also prone to being neurotic, even paranoid, where her pet fears and suspicions are concerned.
When Semyezza’s anger is roused, her hatred can be limitless. Her antagonism is silent and deep-rooted. An icy hostility will express her displeasure instead of a volley of hot words. The more lethal types will like to crush their enemies totally. There is no foretelling her movements. Her mind is calculation itself and she has the staying power to wait until the time is ripe for her revenge. For those luckless souls who incur her wrath, self-exile to Siberia may not seem like such a bad prospect.
She is the original femme fatale. Her cool, serene and classic beauty will mesmerize people. She is confident and collected and although she oftentimes lolls around, giving the impression of indolence and love of ease, she is far from slothful. Her brain is never at rest.
You can't blame her if she seems a bit puzzled by all the fuss made over equal rights for men and women. She has always had the secret notion that girls were born superior, although she has never been so stupid as to spill the beans to those unsuspecting squires that court her so lavishly. Why spoil a perfectly workable arrangement? She will humour the guys so long as they give in to her wishes.
Sure she has a sense of humour. Of course, it may be different than everyone else’s. She prefers dry, sarcastic, sometimes even cruel humour, which usually only amuses her. Nonetheless, it's there. The best time to observe this is when she is under duress. In a crisis, she can still crack a joke to lighten the atmosphere. Even when she is weighed down by enormous troubles, she will not lose that twinkle.
By now, you must gather that it will be no mean task dealing with her. What makes it even more tricky is the fact that under all that serenity she is always on guard. Her outward calm never betrays her true feelings. She knows and plans her moves well in advance. She has willpower and will maintain her position to the bitter end. She can be very evasive and elusive when she chooses and just when you think you have got a grip on her--she wriggles free. Needless to say, she makes the perfect politician. She can negotiate anything under the sun when she puts her mind to it.
In times of confusion and trouble, she can be a pillar of strength because she maintains her presence of mind. She can deal with bad news and misfortune with great aplomb. She has a profound sense of responsibility and an unsinkable constancy of purpose.
Basically, Semyezza dislikes everyone that annoys her, frightens her or just doesn’t interest her. One could describe her as a malignant narcissist as she has no actual conscience, empathy is lacking on her part and thinks of herself as better than all the rest. From this we derive that such a person would not possibly allow oneself to be around people said person thinks of as ‘not worthy’ to be in their presence, but seeing as they’re the most wonderful thing created on the planet, no one is worthy and therefore, no one is their friend. Unless they find someone worthy enough.
Now, she has no actual friends, yet you must understand that not everyone is her enemy. Since she lacks empathy most of the time, and is slightly sadistic, hence her hobbies, she doesn’t hate everyone. She does not pity anyone for their lack of… well, being her, she just… nothings them. She’s indifferent about the people around her and this is why she doesn’t consider a lot of people her enemy. Perhaps a lot of people take a dislike towards her, but this doesn’t mean they’re good enough to be noticed by her or even become so much as an enemy.
likes , hearing stories of her father , power , death eaters , dark arts , slytherins, pure bloods , darkness , having people under her power.
dislikes , harry potter , the trio in general , the trio's children , the order knowing she is a Riddle , having to use the last name Malfoy as a cover , the fact her mother was so desperate for Voldemort , showing her weaknesses , muggle borns , gryffindors , hufflepuffs , half bloods, did I mention Harry potter?
fears , that she will be found out to early , love , loosing
hopes , to produce an heir , to get her revenge, to start the death eaters back up
secrets , she wants to produce an heir with a loyal death eater when she graduates incase her plans don't go well , she is a riddle , she lost her virgint at the age of thriteen but only because she knew it gave her personal gain and it lifted her reputation because of the boy.[/size]
•• she wants to go home
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age , not needed
experience , how long you've been doing this
password , read the rules
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this application was made by zozzii-x of white pages.
if you cut out the credit, i will hunt you down and beat you with a spoon.
[/size] if you cut out the credit, i will hunt you down and beat you with a spoon.
